I was in the Dreaming realm again last night I had hoped to seek an audience with Ryan but these things are hard to time him being in another country with a different sleep schedule. I ended up instead in well it wasn't a nightmare in the whole of my life I never have remembered any more than like 3 of those. Morpheus has been good to me. But no this was more just an uncomfortable dream. Cherry and I were hanging out together and for some reason tweeker after tweeker kept coming in and just crowding us. I knew not where to go or what to do and all I wanted to do was just hang out with cherry and talk but they kept at us and finally they all departed and we were about to have a conversation when Karina a friend of mine called in the living plane. So I was whisked back to my reality just short of what ever the Dreaming wanted me to see. Funny how the things we want are always just out of reach in the Dreaming.
Speaking of the Endless I have nearly completed work on all of them only a few left to finish the group same with the Neverwhere crew. I have been in a huge Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchet swing lately all be it I'm reading Children of Hurin by JR Tolkien. In other news---
The single life in all it's glory is just as obnoxious. I suppose it wouldn't be so if everyone around me didn't have spring fever. So many of my friends are either hooking up or acquiring new loved ones dear to them. I don't know its like I need to jump into the fray and lay claim to a girl before I even know if we are compatible. Then again I don't really want to be with someone else its that damnable spring fling fever. Gets under your skin turns men green with envy as I found out in a hot tube this weekend when a co worker got rather hostile verbally when I seemed to be gaining head way with a girl he was interested in. Far be it from me to know his every whim. That's why I like the way me and what seems to be my new best friend CJ interact we know when one or the other has a shot and does the proper thing and supports the other. Although now he's found himself a young girl to take his head from him. sigh... I need to be there for someone I'm a giver and without someone to give to well I spoil myself. whatever life has always been good to me I'm sure it will all come around again be it love or lust. It was a blast getting all dolled up last night to go to the speakeasy party. Check out my pics on facebook I looked good :D
Lastly, smoking is bad for you. That's what I've been told. Yellows your fingers and teeth, gives bad breath and oh yeah cancer. Lastly something most don't it permanently burns out this thing in your throat that allows flim to drain down your through resulting in a cough or smokers hack. So many reasons no to but on the other hand it encourages social interactions. It gets people outside. I can't think of how many times I have seen some of the most beautiful star filled skies because I stepped out to have a smoke. It encourages generosity. A smoker will always give away smokes unless it's the last one in case no one will actually accept it even if offered. It does fuel a sense of relaxation after a hard day or a sexual encounter. Generally, its good. However I think after these last few I'll be quiting to often do I smoke more than I should and don't feel 100% the next day. So wish me luck. I don't think I'm really addicted but addicts always say that. lol. Just need to remember to buy gum.
ps starting a new comic with some friends check out the first panel it looks like it will be a fun project.
